coming super soon, still half thought half creation in my head but coming really soon, well not “really soon” but soon enough! Before summer 2014 indeed. lol
where the art world stops being “exclusive”
where “afro" is more than a hair style
and where anthro means flowing off vibes.
You’ve distanced me from the church more then you could ever admit. The bitter taste in my mouth with I hear jesus name is a flavor of you. You, woman with a back so strong you expected it to carry on. You expected my back to be able to carry burdens at an age where the things I was dealing with I could not pronounce. You, with a loud voice and a projected attitude. You, who fears god but knows nothing about herself. You taught me that turning the other cheek meant to deal, and dealing meant putting up with and putting up with meant that every time i was afraid or mad or in danger i had to put up with it, deal, have a strong back, not cry, just carry on. You, woman of god with no shame. You, woman who is quick to name a verse, you know the bible more than you know me, your own creation. Ironic no?
if you claim to be pro-black girl, you don’t get to choose which black girls are worthy of defending
all black girls are worthy of defending
- poor black girls
- sexually active black girls
- abstinent black girls
- queer black girls
- immigrant black girls
- mentally ill black girls
- self-hating black girls
- addicted black girls
- fat black girls
- trans* black girls
- disabled black girls
- muslim black girls
- weave-wearing black girls
- masculine-presenting black girls
my journal has unfinished poems and quotes about you..
Third day sick. :(
all this niggas is advil to the headache of love you’ve left me with since you left. all they do is cap off my nervous system, so I don’t actually feel how I feel. you, you’re every emotion that runs through me, because of you I learned to feel, but because of you i have trouble knowing whats real.
"There’s magic in everything you do, supernatural
I’m in love with everything ’bout you, oh I wanna stay here
I often wonder why you’re running circles through my head
I really wonder why you’re running circles in my head, oh
Oh we’ve got a supernatural love
And if you feel the way I do,
And think that I make magic too
Then we’ll disappear into eternity “
“your soulmate isn’t the person you’re suppose to be with, or the person who makes you the happiest but its the person who makes you feel the most"
— someone told me this last night after I almost lost myself and it made me realize something I cannot yet articulate.
unrequited love should be a sport, trust and believe. sigh*